Sunday, April 10, 2016

Creative Critical Reflection



(I apologize for my accent)

In case of any difficulties, here's my script:

Introductions first: my name is Larissa Martins, but I’d rather be called Lari. During these 5 weeks I have created a literary magazine, which is a very different kind of magazines. They are created for and by writers and artists, usually unknown or little known, who want to share their art with the world and even find a way of earning recognition. Being a writer myself, I identified with this genre very much, and thought it would be interesting and rewarding to produce it. Lit mags, as they are also called, don’t follow all the conventions of other magazines, but rather have their own rules. 1867, my magazine, follows but challenges some of these. I went for a clean, classy look, but while most lit mags have blank pages with written things, no art nor color, I decided to have both. I think that way the magazine engages with the readers, and guarantees they won’t be tired of reading after a while -because if you are reading page after page after page, a little image here and there is nice to entertain your eyes. But this decision wasn’t made by myself alone, I had the help of some lit mags, such as Elysium (which I have mentioned on my blog) -Elysium incorporates colors and artworks in the pieces’ pages. For my cover I tried to be very artistic, and included no cover lines. This might seem like a challenge to conventions, but actually literary magazines don’t usually have cover lines, which reinforces the idea that all the works inside have equal importance.


The main social group being represented in my magazine is the bohemian, underdog society of writers and artists that exists in our world. We all know the big names -J.K. Rowling, Stephen King, Nicholas Sparks, being them good or bad, but we forget that there is more talent than that in our society. 1867 showcases the work of these writers and artists, getting them by submission, and gives them a voice to yell at the world that “WE MATTER AS WELL”. And because my audience is, hypothetically, adults from middle to upper class, I believe that the message will get across and achieve its goal -which is to make society aware of the underground art world. The magazine itself would rely on subscription -that is made abundantly clear through the lack of cover lines-, since it is made for people committed to the arts. With that being said, distributing it to this audience would be the tricky part, since they are usually strict and picky with what they consume. But, being smart, I would start and focus on where to find them.  And where do I find them? Art galleries, concerts, art walks, cinemas, other literary magazines. So the marketing would be made using places where I know for sure I can find the audience I want -and I can have posters, flyers, ads.  After that, people will do what people do. It starts with one reader, who presents it to a friend, and a friend of a friend, and next thing I have a chain of people reading 1867 -oh the beauty of mouth to mouth. Isn’t it amazing? Yes, indeed.


But literary magazines are not about the money, and that is what I think, the most beautiful part. Of course, that aspect makes it hard for me, as the (hypothetical) editor in chief of 1867, to make a living out of it, but not to worry. The idea is that I start small and grow. If it doesn’t work, then it can always be a hobby -since it will only be published 4 times a year, anyway. If it hasn’t been clear already, I plan to continue with the production of the magazine. That is why I took this project so seriously -and of course, because I am a good student who likes to do her best, oops. I went after the best software on the market -which I found out to be the Adobe collection. Good thing about Adobe: they have a 30 day free trial for each of their products, so I was able to use it to work on my project. I used Photoshop and Illustrator, plus Audition, which I am using to edit this podcast. Why didn’t I use InDesign. Well… a little backstory. I am an editor in my school’s literary magazine, and we use InDesign to create it, so by the time I started this project, my free trial was already over. Sad, indeed. But it worked out fine with Photoshop and Illustrator. At first it was hard to figure out how to work with them -I was always googling, how to do this, how to do that, how to change the measures of a document -it was painful, really. But I eventually got the hang of it and it’s all flowers and rainbows from there.


Using these products I also grew as a magazine producer. When I first started, a line underneath the title to indicate the section seemed perfect to me, but as I explored the tools I found out the the brush could give me the artsy look I was going for. I learned how to use my space, and that changes are always good, because it means you are recognizing that you’re choices might not have been the best. Also, I was constantly asking my peers for their opinions, help whenever I needed, and just inspiration in general sometimes -because I had to. Before this project I would never ask for people’s opinions on anything, partially for fear of criticism but also pride. But one thing producing this magazine has made me realize is that having support and teamwork is always a key for good producing skills. People can see mistakes on your work that you probably won’t ever see; and most importantly, a magazine’s audience is, regardless of gender, race, sexuality, economic status, people. So asking for opinions is, ultimately, you asking others if your decision sells. Dealing with feedback and criticism is one of the most necessary skills for any person, and I am happy to have learned that.

I just wanna clarify that I have chosen to do a podcast because the magazine is just visuals and visuals and more visuals, and I am a little overwhelmed by visuals. So I’m adding variety and presenting sounds. And I believe that wraps up this creative critical reflection.

The 1867

Without further ado, here it is. Five weeks of work paid off, and I have to admit to be proud of my final product. I would just like to add some notes about my two page spread: since my story was too long (and I have published it before on the blog), I only produced the first two pages, but it would naturally continue on the following ones.

The very first issue of 1867, a literary magazine:

Cover Page
Table of Contents
Two Page Spread


The Deadline Desperation

This is a short post I decided to do before I publish my FINAL TWO POSTS! Yes, this journey has come to an end, but it was an enriching one. I have grown as a student, artist, and writer, and I am 100% sure that will carry this experience to the rest of my life. I don't regret any decision I've made, because I know that all of them led me to this final product. I am a little freaked out right now because the deadline is coming closer and closer, which makes me feel like I could still be making tons and tons of changes. But when the clock strikes midnight -that's it.

For all the readers of my blog, thank you for following it. My struggles, epiphanies, passions and voice were exposed in this blog, and I wouldn't have done it any other way. All the work I've put into this project reflects my own, real tears and sweat.

The best part of this process was finding out that I have a way with magazines, and that I love it oh so very much. I have decided to continue with the blog (as soon as November comes, when I can touch it again), and make 1867 turn into something real.

Remember when I said I would find my cause? Well, I have, and it is more than beautiful.

Thursday, April 7, 2016

Endless Changes

On my last post I wrote about the revolution provoked by a color scheme; this post, therefore, is dedicated to the outcome. I started with the font. I found this one, which is beautiful and classy and kind of hard to figure out, but it's very artsy and worth the effort. Then I just felt it, an epiphany, and next thing I saw was a two page spread done in front of me.

TA DA!
I used Photoshop for that, because I wanted the imitate the brush strokes and really, have total artistic liberty. The empty spaces are where I intended to put my images. The white would have a door (if you read the story it will make sense), and the rose/beige/I-don't-what-to-call-this-color would have the image of a woman's mouth and a men's eyes, and he'd be looking at her. So I obliged my siblings to be models for ten minutes (which ended up being twenty), and took some pictures of the annoying children. 

Don't judge the pictures too harshly, please. The composition was INTENDED -I didn't simply take pictures; I had a limited window of time, these children were complaining throughout the whole thing. I focused on the features I wanted and positioned them in a way that the flash would hit such features perfectly. (Barely can call me a professional photographer, but hey, I got the job done.) Pictures taken, Photoshop called, and I, eager to play with the many brushes and pencils and pens (IT IS INCREDIBLY FUN OVER THERE, I SWEAR), started editing the pictures...ops. My idea was to embody my palette on the images, and I achieve that in a way... just not how I was imagining it. 

Here's what I came up with after playing with my sister's picture:

The colors embodied in a way that I can't explain -again, my brain is funky.
I thought it looked cool and combined it with my brother's edited picture:


Then I thought it looked double cool and added it to my two page spread...

That's when things didn't work out. See, the colors are the same, but while my spread has this classical aura to it, the image has a more modern touch. It simply didn't match. So I had to compromise and let one of them go.

Bye, bye, spread.

But it wasn't a hard decision -I can change the two page spread to have a modern look, but it would take me three times the effort and time to make the pictures look like paintings. Also, I really liked the images, and I can make a theme out of it for the whole magazine. The cover I was thinking at first already owned some of the features of the above image, I just didn't know, since it was all in my head. But now that I've concreted it, I've realize that this is exactly what I want.

I have been working tirelessly on this. The only reason why I'm not posting the door image is because I've realized that I have given up too much of my magazine already, and I'd like to add some surprise element. But really, I am feeling behind and this is NOT GOOD AT ALL. It's time to turn the theory into practice. So right now I'm going to open Photoshop and get to work, because I can already feel the Deadline Desperation symptoms manifesting.

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

The Story of a Scheme's Power

Colors are truly something. Imagine what would it be like to live in a world that's only black and white. No shades of grey -just one or the other. Imagine what would it be like to no associate dawn with the blend of blue and yellow and orange. Imagine what would it be like to lose an entire spectrum of adjectives. Imagine what would it be like to not have a favorite color.

This is the story of how a color scheme changed the design of my whole magazine.

As I have posted, the design for my table of contents was pretty much done. I had the whole discussion with my peer and teacher about it, came home, processed everything and decided to do the following: I'd go to school and ask people around. And so I did. There was mixed feelings about it, but the common reaction was "It is a bit overwhelming at first, but when you stop to read it, it makes sense". Tried figuring out other ways to layout it -didn't work. So I had another discussion with Mrs. Stoklosa and she said that the table of contents needs to meet its set requirements; mine does not.

I came home, bummed out, pretty hopeless, but of course, I sat in front of the computer and got to work. "You have to progress", I told myself. "You have to have SOMETHING done today." Finally, I gave up on my table of contents -for the mean time- and decided to start my two page spread. I clicked on Illustrator, which had spent the entire day sitting on my desktop, waiting for me to play with it, and created a new document. A new, white, plain document, awaiting so many great things that I panicked for a second, not wanting to disappoint it. "What now?", I asked myself. "I don't know", I replied. "Oh, what about looking at some covers? Yes." -I have no idea why my mind thinks the way it does, honestly.

Cute, cute, and cute.

On the second group meeting we had, among the people in my group there was Suzie, and she shared a VERY cool article with me, which ended up serving as inspiration. The article features 70 magazine covers and they are all oh so beautiful. As I was scrolling down I noticed a pattern: even though most covers have a lot of color and movement going on, they manage to keep a clean, elegant look, and still look super artistic. I was jealous during the process, thinking about the ingenious mind of the people who create these magazines, but I got inspired.

So I resorted to my second best friend, Google, and searched up "color schemes". Looked around for a bit until I found this beauty (to the right, which is actually some painting I made with Photoshop while I was testing the colors). I simply love all the colors. The beige is really neutral and can be used to contrast with the other two colors, but it also stands out against white; the lilac brings a feeling of luxury, elegance; the blue has a calming effect, an easy color -going all color psych right now; plus, this brush effect I've used creates the artistic side of the magazine. All that embodies the "feeling" I'm trying to bring for 1867.

But colors weren't enough -I needed more. During class today it was suggested to me to use the circular shape with a bunch of words inside on the cover, and that suggestions stuck. So as soon as I saw the color scheme I thought about eliminating the circle from the TOC, and instead playing with the colors, that way I could move the circle to the cover -and, really, still play with the colors. In a second, everything became quite clear in my mind. The cover will be very simple, but powerful at the same time; the two two-page spread are becoming something new -the mix between the conventions and my own idea; the TOC will be clear and neat, but playful. And yes, this is not much information about anything, but it soon enough will be.

I should have my two page spread done later today, and I'll get started on the cover right away. After the traumatic experience with the table of contents I'm leaving it for last now.

If I don't get enough sleep because I'm working on a total different magazine now, I'll blame it on Google and its insane habit of providing easy accessibility to color schemes.


"70 Most Beautiful Print Magazine Covers." Design Dose. Web. 5 Apr. 16. <http://designdo.se/70-most-beautiful-print-magazine-covers/>. 

Monday, April 4, 2016

The Struggle is Real

This week is the week I die. I have faced the horrors of designer's block in the face and I got to say, it wasn't pretty. I am panicking on the inside, but trying to keep the pose on the outside, because if I don't, people might get concerned.

I thought I had my TOC under control, that the sketch was good, the design was going great... but I didn't. Oh what a delicious cherry on the top of this already messed up Mondae (I'm sorry, I'm tired). After working tirelessly with my new best friend, Illustrator, for three consecutive hours, I had a final product that seemed to me really great. I did stray away from the clean look, but it isn't visually polluted, it's just artsy. Here it is:

Personally, I loved it.
That's not all -this is where the real content is, the names of the pieces with their respective page numbers- there is more to the page, but that's the second phase. I decided to play with the sizes and disposition within the circle and the outlining. I read it over not one, not two, not three, not ten, but around twenty times and I couldn't see any problems. But as I was asking for my classmate's opinion, Santi, he brought it up that it seemed too clustered. I explained that I was looking for an "artsy" look, that it is the table of contents of a literary magazine, which doesn't follow conventional patterns of magazines, to which he responded with "you should try not too conventional, but a little more conventional".

After this conversation I started overthinking (which was good, actually, thanks Santi), because I realized one thing: yes, literary magazines break a lot of rules, but the MAJORITY of the table of contents I have seen and researched are quite simple and straight-forward. Most of them have their own "signature", their exclusive look, but they are not going full artistic route like I am here. So I asked some other people what they thought of it, and most said it looks really nice, I just have to work on arranging the space better.

I realized, then, that I don't really care about the rules or non-rules, breaking or following or challenging. All I really care right now is creating my own brand, my own look, my own signature, my OWN magazine. Over this past four weeks I have grown so passionate about this, that I'm surprising even myself. I have made research after research after research, and yes, I've gathered a lot of knowledge and got much inspiration, but now I am adding my own sugar, spice, and everything nice. I understand, from my research process, what works with the audience, but to be honest, when working with an audience like mine, the artistic risks are more likely to receive a positive response. These are people who are buying magazines for the sole purpose of reading prose or poetry from unknown writers, and seeing artwork from new artists. If not taking risks with them, then with who? And what if I am doing something very different? If there weren't people out there challenging the conventions and innovating we wouldn't have half of the things we consider usual nowadays.

But even though I want to go full out rebellious, I understand that a magazine is a magazine, after all, and a table of contents needs to do what a table of contents needs to do. It is supposed to inform quickly and effectively. So I have decided to take the path "less traveled by" -no just kidding; I've decided to take the middle route. I am working right now on having more space between the titles, things more even, the numbers closer to its owners -you know, making it easily readable. (Don't understand why people wouldn't want to pay attention to a table of contents if it's nicely composed, but let's just conform with human nature). That way I can please those who like the "easy on the eyes" table of contents, and still be creating something unique. Something new.

And in the words of Barney Stinson: New is always better.

Saturday, April 2, 2016

Upgrade

I have finished the digital version of my masthead. *self high-five*

...and this is it. It turned out much like my sketch, as I wanted it, but I've got to say that it took much more than I expected. I thought I could do some funky, crazy things with the image and turned it into a logo... well, I couldn't. So I downloaded Illustrator and got to work. It was a hard, meticulous, and painful job, and that's sugarcoating it. (Okay, it wasn't THAT hard, but I took a long time because I'm a perfectionist, as I've mentioned 352 times already). I had never used Illustrator before, so most of the time spent was me trying to figure out how to use it.




It is crazy how many buttons this thing has; if you look closely, there is an arrow on some buttons that leads to more buttons. But I got over it, and did it -in two hours, but I did it. My biggest struggle was the six, because making it look like my sketch require the use of many many tools and tools within tools. But after all the hardship, Illustrator kind of grew on me. It made me realize that graphic design is something I'm very interested in -as it is further proved by my work with the table of contents. It's a very tiring process, but it is also rewarding.

And with all this design talk, I'm getting more and more excited to finish my TOC and get to work on my two page spread. Actually, I should say some things about my two page spread. I have decided to use the last piece I posted, "Thralldom", because it's the one I like the most and it'll be the most challenging. Fitting three pages of short story on a two page spread while making it aesthetically pleasing will require much of me, but I am ready and PUMPED. I met with Mrs. Stoklosa this past week to ask for some advice, and she suggested that I do TWO two page spreads if the whole story doesn't fit on one. I think that's gonna be the way to go, especially because I'll have more space to play around and be creative.

Yes, I'm leaving my cover page for last. No, I don't think that's a good decision, but I don't know what else I can do. I have no idea what to do, except where the masthead is gonna be placed. I'm pressuring myself to have a sketch by Tuesday, so I can finish the magazine by THURSDAY -ideally I'd finish it by Wednesday, but I need a day to stare at everything I created to notice all the imperfections and perfect them; can't say this is the final masthead, for example.

I'll leave it at that because Illustrator is calling me. I've got to say that the call makes me cry a bit, but I know that in the end I'll wipe out the tears with pride.